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When I was a child, I have heard of many fairy tales…

It always reminds me on how beautiful and romantic… love is,

A true love that last forever…

This is what I have been dreaming of and waiting patiently for.

At first when I fell in love with him,

It was very beautiful as it seems to be,

Just like romantic dramas, sweet like honey.

It was my happiest moment in my life.

But when the times pass by…

Love is no longer beautiful or happy as it used to be,

It’s slowly turns into a sour plum,

Then, I realize that beautiful and romantic love won’t last for long.

All those beautiful love story of true love,

Doesn’t really happens in real life,

Love is not always brings happiness,

But, it can also leave a deep scar in our heart.

Even though the love I found doesn’t last,

I never regret on the road I’ve chosen…

Because I knew, he does truly love me before,

And never shall I forget those sweet memories.

Love cannot being force,

Just let it comes as naturally as it used to be,

No matter how hurt love is,

I’ll never easily give up.

From now onwards,

It will be a brand new day for me,

I’ll wait patiently and be strong,

To face whatever challenges in my life.

If never shall I found that someone,

My love, my soul mate…

I won’t mind to be single, without companion.

I’ll let fate lead my love life…

— Jenna Chee —

It has been quite some time I didn’t update my friendster account and blog here. I’ve been busy with work and been lazy to go out or hang out with friends on weekends. I was like letting myself far way from friends or maybe I become loner. In my mind… always thought of “REST” first. Ha-ha…

My working life is quite tiring sometime… as sometimes will need to work on Saturday and Sunday. Even though get extra income to work full day… Anyway, working full day on Saturday still acceptable but dislike to work full day on Sunday la… Felt so lazy when you see others off on Sunday, while I need to go to work. By the way, few calls and time seems to pass by very slow on Sunday… Pity… =_=’’’

Well, I didn’t mean to complain too much here… Maybe I seem like getting bored and not really happy with my current job. It was like too much things to catch up, to memorize and cannot done any mistake. Sometimes I do felt moody at work. Since I started to work, I’ve done lots of mistakes. Small mistakes doesn’t matter but it will be a very big problem and worse if any mistake done on the $$$ amount of the credit cardholder. What if the mistake need you to take responsible done and pay off the amount for the cardholder? This would be a very big matter. I can’t imagine more than that and not dare to think of the action to be taken then for this case.

I wish I could have a stable job where I can really fell in love with. You know… the kind of feeling where you wake up in the morning, happy and energetic to go to work without hesitate or feeling lazy to work? I really wish that somehow this will come true… He-he… I think everyone also wish this could happen in their lives.

I understand that working is a normal routine in everyone lives to earn $$$ and to survive. Grown up girl now… Welcome to adult life… He-he… Even though sometimes I’m quite lonely… miss my parent, miss my friends and Penang’s delicious food, I’ll sing “Lonely… I’m Miss lonely… I had nobody… to call my own…” Ha-ha-ha… Well, no matter what I’ll be strong and independent to survive at KL, busy big city

Written on 13 October 2007